Again, i nearly broke up with her, because i just can't stand the pressure. too much pressure, very stress up already. but in the end she hold me back. hope she will understand me, my pressure my stress my problem.

so long never blog already haha, this few days didn't go anywhere, except punggol, went there to help out over at the sin tua..

hmmm, i also don't know what to blog, because i had nothing to blog but just feel like typing alot of words haha.. today i went to pay a respect to my grandfather, suddenly felt that i miss him quite alot, ask him to take care of my family and bless us. oh and i ask him to you know bless me with some money so that i can spend my own money..... hahahaha.... ok i guess i shall stop here already hopefully one day i can blog with some happy stuff...

Lets see what did i do last few days.hmmmmm

i went prawning yup haha, very fun at first when i reach there, i couldn't catch even one, so after about half an hour, i change my spot, then the prawn keep coming and coming, its like one after another, really.

prawn till about 4 plus then go bukit timah and eat the mutton soup haha, so boring anyway, yesterday was my dear dear's birthday, i brought her a skirt and a belt, didn't gave her any surprise though but its still a heart from me to you, about 7 plus, we went to CAFE 211 to celebrate had our dinner there, and her friend bought her a big cake, so we cut the cake into like 20 pieces haha, damn small anyway after the dinner we went over my friend's PUB at boat quay, was quite boring actually, till guang yong and her wife and ah kiang, we started drinking like hell, but one of the reason why i drank so much was, i was actually singing a song for my dear, but she just don't bother about it and keep talking to her friend when i was looking at her all the time, sad, oh last night there was a spot check the police came over, but luckily i was already 18 so nothing much happen, but i was really drunk.

This morning when i woke up, my dear was like ok i want to open my present, one thing i'm very sure her friend's present is always better then mine, when she open a bag there was a turtle soft toy, and she was like wah so cute so cute, very cute right, see it is staring at me and everything, but when i gave her a soft toy, i didn't see her say this kind of things, i was heart broken..............

wahaha, i got my merit bursary award, should have took a picture with the MP, but was too shy to ask you know wahaha.. was so proud about it, my dear dear went with me, and she also got a chance to take picture with the mp not with my camera but with the camera man's camera haha. Stop here already, no more mood to blog....

Just now i nearly broke up with my girlfriend because of yesterday incident, she say i keep hurting her, yup indeed i really did, so i think of a solution, i decide to leave her so that i could stop the hurting, i cried really cried.男人哭吧哭吧不是罪。。over stress guy. i still love her, she love me too muackssss, she came back to me, i feel so guilty about her coming back, i mean i should be the one going back, sorry, im not 伟大, but i will try my best to be... fighting hard, studying hard... later going to get bursary congratz me, off to accompany her....

hi all, here to blog already, its 2.09 am in the morning, today i did something very terrible, i lied to my girlfriend, i was actually playing mahjong with my friends but i told her i was talking to them about some stuff, hais, bet she will be damn angry when she wake up, because i msg her and told her i lied, dear will you forgive me..??